My Grades !

operantly i think I've improved my grades im passing math now i went to a 17 to a 36 in avid in ELA i need 26% more and ill be passing his class im not proud of my self i feel like i don't know i know i could do way better but i don't know the obsticals getting in my way ! i know im a better student is it because of my friends my laziness ? there's to much in life that people can't accomplish i know i can't accomplish anything :(